So much going on!!

I can't believe how fast the semester is going by, its almost spring break. So much has happened since my last post.

First the "threat" that closed Northern and half of Marquette last Wednesday! Apparently someone thinks its funny to post that they are going to shoot up a campus, they have done it to other schools too. Stupid d bag...Wednesday was supposed to be the most productive day of my life but NOOOOO. I will punch this poop tard in the face when they find him.

Then we find out the PRESIDENT OF THE UNTIED STATES is coming here TO NMU!!!! Are you kidding to little NMU Barack Obama!!! I love him so much :))) Hopefully he speaks early in the afternoon because I'm on duty. There will be class skiping.

I have a HUGE drawing for my art class due tomorrow and I have about 1% done...its going to be a long night. Pooop pooop pooop

AD 260

I'm in the art building using my non-Mac laptop...they might kill me. Ahhh But I'm really going to like this class :)

PS the art building scares me

Something

So I just got back from the bars so I'm sorry if this post is weird. I was out with my best friends in the entire world tonight and it was fun, and I got to see some people that I havent got to see in a little while and meet new people. However I still feel like something is missing. I dont know what it is, but I wish it would show its self so i can fix it. I have no idea what is going on in my life and I want a plan for my future. I just dont know. Again I'm sorry for this semi drunk post.

Blessings

I was thinking and felt the need to share. As I lay in my bed thinking about my break and my family as well as the up coming semester I couldn't help but realized how blessed I am. I don't think the Lord nearly enough for everything he has given and continues to give me with.

I am blessed with so many wonderful things and people that are in my life. My job, my friends, my girls, my co-workers, the ability to go to school, my family and so much more. I will admit that I don't spend enough of my time thinking God and too much time thinking about things that don't matter.

Its times like these, usually alone usually at night, that I realize how truly wonderful our Lord is. I can't explain it, its a feeling--like I know that no matter what happens I will be ok.

I can feel him at work in my life. I don't know whats to come but whatever it is I'm ready for it.

Here are lyrics from one of my favorite Christian bands

Tenth Avenue North the song is You are More:

'Cause this is not about what you've done,

But what's been done for you.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to you and yours :)

-All my love

Cassie

My room

My room is not me. I don't like that it doesn't represent who I am but I don't spend enough time at home to justify me spending money to make it me. I don't know what to do...maybe I will get an area rug. Hmmm something to think about

Hope everyone is ready for Christmas because I know that I'm not. I don't have a single present yet. I'm effed.

Lastly, I was listening to music last night and this song came on. I don't like that it represents what I'm feeling right now because of the artist but it does. Please don't judge me on this song.

Much love

--Cassie

Growth

I can't believe the semester is over already, it went by so fast.

I'm not sad that classes are over, this semester was a shit show. I'm sad that I wont see my girls for a month and that I only have one more semester with them. Only 15 more weeks to impact them in some way, to watch them grow. 4 months left for them to teach me, for them to show me the beauty in the world.

Coming off of last year I never thought that I would love a house as much as I do. There were the ups and downs yes but for the most part I felt it was up. I also feel like I could do a much better job of getting to know them and including them more.