Music is life

I love songs that come into your life at exactly the right time! When I hear a song and it gets me, truly understands who I am and how I feel at that exact moment, there is nothing better! I just found this song today

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAF9zZzMOMc

Afternoon Drinking

Today 2 of my friends and I decided to celebrate the end of the semester by going out for a drink in between classes. Our second class got out early so we went back to the bar. Going to the bar in the middle of the day is a new one for me and I did it twice in one day!

I felt wrong and i LIKED it! This is by far the most irresponsible thing I have done. After this semester of being the responsible one 24 hours a day, worrying about this or that, finishing paper work, I deserve to be irresponsible. Plus the bartender was HOT! :)

Testing boundaries

xoxoxo

American Girl

The next thing

I have a huge list of things I want to do with my life, about 100. I don't call them goals because I only have one goal in life: To be happy, whatever that is at that point in time. I just want to be happy. I have recently completed one of the things on my list: learn to skate, I don't know how to stop but I can skate damn it! And for me that is a huge accomplishment considering that I fall over while standing still. Since I have completed this I needed a new goal I have decided that the next thing will be.........

LEARN TO FLY FISH

I'm excited for this new thing in my life and can't wait to get started!

XXX OOOO

American Girl

Well Rounded Person

I think that its important to be as well rounded as possible. My resent adventure in this has been to watch more sports. I have watched the Tigers 1 1/2 times, my brother would be so proud of me. I have also watched the Red Wings, which I'm currently doing. I have even watched ESPN...for like an hour, if thats not dedication I don't know what is. So far it has been good. I have learned about different sports and feel that I could talk about them without looking like a total idiot.

GO WINGS!

XXX OOO

American Girl

School of Hard Knocks

Life is hard...that is what I have been learning. I would rather not learn this lesson but everyone has to learn it sometime and I guess its my time.

I went home this weekend for my brother and sister in law's baby shower. My nephew is due in May and I cant be more excited.

Any how my dad came and got me Thursday since my car is broken. I enjoyed the time I got to spend with my dad. We don't usually spend a lot of time together because we are so different but I got to see a new side of my dad :)

Saturday was the baby shower...yeah that was interesting. I had never been to one before and I didn't like it! I know I'm probably just over reacting but I have never felt more unwanted in my entire life, and I was the fat kid in middle school! I felt that way again...the last one chosen at recess or in gym class. I'm 21 I thought that I was done with this.

My sister is being a bitch once again. Don't get me wrong I love my sister with my entire heart and soul but she is a bitch. I don't even know what she is doing...grow the eff up! Its none of your business. Have some respect, dude, seriously!

I feel so lost right now I don't know what to do. I don't know what I want, or if I did how I'm going to get it.

XXX OOO

American Girl