I'm Cool

I have done nothing yet this summer. Wait no I have watched both season of October Road and all four seasons of Wildfire! I am also up to date with all news happening in Huron County as well as the Tri-Cities...eff yeah! I have also learned that babies can projectile! I have never seen puke fly so far...kinda of amazing (TMI??...TMI!)

Because I have nothing better to do I will break it down for you:

October Road- Should have gotten another season...or at least another episode! I just wasn't satisfied with how it ended. Eddie and Janet's relationship just ended and I was sad...Nick and Hannah (aka Jack and Dona) belong together. And the Commander has cancer...WTF. GIVE ME MORE (Thats what she said)

Wildfire- I have always loved this show and was happy when I found it on Hulu! Oh how I love hulu! In the last episode when Kris put Jrs ring on I cried, I just loved it :)

News from the thumb- Our Sheriffs department is stupid...please put the kids of this county at more of a risk, because alcohol and drugs aren't enough lets release pedophiles early! Yeah ok DOUCHE BAGS! A diver drowned in Harbor Beach the other day! Prays and thoughts go out to his family and friends. Flint is opening one of their closed factors, they are going to be making trucks YAY for jobs! Saginaw's road construction is almost done

I want even start on the oil spill because it makes me SO angry! FIX IT!

Ok I'm done know. BYE :)

Sleep

I just want to sleep like a normal person but nooo my body hates me! Its 6:31 am and I'm not tired. What is wrong with me.

On the bright side I got see the sun rise and hear the birds wake up.

Family

I love my family but sometimes they expect way to much from me. They expect me to come in and save the day, like superwomen. But I'm not super women and I don't want to be. I cant fix everything nor do I want to. I am one 21 year old girl not a freaking family therapist!!! I'm supposed to come in with my magic wand and poof make everything better. Dudes come on! I have my own problems and issues to deal with I can't keep doing this. Its not fair to me and I know it but how can I tell my family no...its such a hard thing to do.

Here I stand on roots that deep

We laugh we cry we hurt we bleed

We're best of friends and worst enemies

We're all to blame, were all the same, make no apologies

This is my family

xoxoxo

Puddles

It has rained for the last 2 days here when it finally stopped I went to check the mail and PLAYED IN MUD PUDDLES :) It was I love puddles they were really cold, lake superior cold, it was amazing. I want it to be warm outside so I can go to the beach and play outside this weather is LAME LAME LAME.

I'm making cookies tonight with my mommy probably having a drink! I think its funny that baking and drinking are synonymous..whatever :)

Hope everyone has a good weekend

xoxox

Owen

May 7, 2010 Owen Robert Hasting came into the world after taking his sweet time. My nephew is the cutest baby in the history of all babies :P He is such an easy going baby hardly ever cries...he eats like crazy!

Thursday afternoon my mom and I made our way to Saginaw thinking that we would soon have a new baby to hold...boy we were so so wrong. After waiting until 4 am we decided to go home and try and get some sleep. After getting about 3 hours of sleep my brother calls and says he is on his way...so once again we jump in the car. On the way to back he was born...7lbs 5oz 21 inches of pure perfection and love :)

HOME HOME HOME HOME

Finals and check outs are over so summer is here! I'm back home for the summa!!! It feels so good being home, even with all the family drama. Driving in to town last night I almost cried (I know I'm cool) but it feels good! Knowing that for the next three months I can pretend that nothing matters that I'm not a 21 year old women but a 16 year old girl. That if anything bad does happen my mommy is just down stairs not 400 miles away. It so nice not to have to deal with homework, studying, paper work, this meeting or that meeting, or a resident that needs something!

Every time I drive back in to town, past the farms and the wind mils, coming down the hill seeing the entire town stretched before me I can just feel things slow down; it really is the best feeling in the world.